Unfurl...

"Unfurl"

As within a dream, I watched...
a celestial staircase, an angelic sky-lift,
a golden chain upon a heavenly chest,
as it moved majestically above a chaotic earth...
each pair of wings a link,
each carrying a soul,
to a place of ONEder, peace and rest.

An Angel opened my eyes so that I may be,
...profoundly inspired to embrace the whole world.
And it was said unto me gently,
insistent yet lovingly...
Unfurl dear one,
Unfurl.

Serendipity came in to land last night,
unexpectedly, unannounced...Unprepared
was I to receive her call.
With the force of a thousand exploding stars,
I found past and present divided no more.

Through my tears, I saw liquid wings
rise up from my spine, filling the room.
Amethyst glow, I emerge and grow,
As I fell to my knees with a sonic boom.

CoinciDancing with Angels
every single step of the way.
Flying alongside Love in Light
every heartbeat of every day.

An Angel opened my heart so that I may BE FreedOM.
Profoundly inspired to embrace the whole world,
It was said unto me gently,
insistent yet lovingly...
Unfurl dear one,
Unfurl.

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~ Written by Omnitheus Oneironaut
~ April 24/25th : 2010

*A little back-story is needed I feel...

Growing up gay in a Catholic environment wasn't exactly easy (it wasn't particularly hard but it certainly wasn't all that easy). What, with all this 'eternal damnation' business being thrown about! For a boy who idolized Angels...this wasn't what a confused, frightened 13-year-old boy wanted to hear. How would he ever fly alongside Angels if he was forever doomed to hell?

Cut to the mid/late 1990s.

The 'angel' had now become quite the little 'devil'. Now completely 'out' (of control!)...he was highly superficial, egotistical, only out for a 'good time' (rather than a 'god' time) and he was slowly killing himself through his deceiving ways, his promiscuous lifestyle, his constant drug-taking and through all the dubious risks he was taking in his plastic, glittering, wham-bam-F-you-man! life.

It wasn't really until he himself, was visited by an Angel (in 1999)...that his entire life began to turn around. But you all know this part of the story already:

http://lucid-dream-log.blogspot.com/2004/11/muse-ical-chairs.html

Cut to 2003. The boy had been shocked awake several years earlier...

A little unassuming film caught his eye. He went alone to a screening of it here in Melbourne as part of a film festival. It was sold out and he went home disappointed but largely forgetting all about it by the next day.

2010 : April.

He begins writing about Angels again. He is also moved to shoot the 'Urban Angel' series - a collection of photos featuring him wearing a pair of wings. He begins to see wings, white feathers and Angels again everywhere, all around him.

Never one to be hugely interested in 'gay' films (he's always found them to be too flippant, containing not enough depth for his liking...), he's never been drawn to the queer section of his local DVD stores. But two months ago, he found himself standing in front of that very section. And staring at him from the shelves was 'Latter Days' - the film he had wanted to see seven years earlier...but it seemed that then, just hadn't been the right time. Delighted with the find, he took it home.

April 24th, Saturday night:

He begins watching 'Latter Days'. With each scene, it was like a mirrorball being held up to his face. The story concerns a Mormon boy (the strictly religious yet beautifully caring 'Aaron') who meets an all-out party boy. Like stars aligning, this unlikely pair eventually connect. The Mormon gradually brings out the party boy's Soul - deeply embedded behind a facade of plastic, pretty adjectives. He chips away at the party boy's surface until he reaches something of depth. Whilst this is happening, the party boy (whose name incidentally is 'Christian') brings out in the Mormon - the Butterfly inside the tormented caterpillar. He breaks his Chrysalis so to speak.

There is also an aspiring singer - a girl who is Christian's best friend. She writes a song in the film called '3 am'.

Our viewer recalls the 3 AM Wow Hour (in which he regularly wakes up with his most inspired ideas).
Earlier that day, he awoke from a dream in which he called someone a 'Christian freak'. This puzzles him as he feels he would never call anyone that.

Our viewer sits there utterly GODsmacked. Here is the story of his life playing out in front of his very eyes. Two aspects from his past (the religious, sexually concealed 'zealout' & the very unchristian Christian) meet and fall in love whilst he watches on - also falling in love for the very first time - with all of his various selves...

Several times throughout the film, Christian is called a freak by Aaron's mormon mates.
Aah, so THAT's what that dream had been about...thought our viewer.

And then the crucial scene.

After their first kiss, Aaron's sexuality is discovered and he's sent back to his city - shamed, disgraced, shunned by his family and excommunicated from the Mormon community. He's put through shock therapy. He attempts suicide. He visits hell...

He realizes that the only time he experienced a taste of HEaven was the night he found himself in the arms of a Christian...

So he 'escapes' the hospital and makes his way back to the man he loves. On the way, he sees a sign - an 'urban angel'...a woman wearing Angel Wings sitting on a bus stop bench in L.A., cigarette dangling from her weary mouth. As the film had been liberally strewn with Angel references, Aaron sees this as a sign - that he's on the right path, that he's headed for hOMe...

Our viewer : Me...cannot contain the tears any longer. All throughout the film, the waves of emotion had been lapping at the walls of the dam, creeping ever higher, threatening to burst the walls. When I saw those Angel Wings, I just let go. OMazed by everything I had been watching, that one little scene proved to be the straw that broke the camel's back. When Aaron was reunited with Christian at the end...I swear, I've never sobbed so hard in the name of Beauty ever before in my life!

The film ended.
The dam broke.
And I got up in front of my mirror and fell to my knees praising the YOUniverse for gifting me with such a ONEderful film.
A film that showed me where I had been.
A film that showed me how two seemingly conflicted sides were now YOUnified.
A film that inspired me to forgive my past.
To unconditionally love it, to be thankful for it, to heal it, to celebrate it.

I had never fallen so in love with a movie before, with its characters, with its story, with everything it symbolized...! At the end of the day, this was a Love Story - pure & simple.

It reminded me of all my 3am Wow Hours; it re'veil'ed to me that Wings were a symbol of LOVE; that Happiness is a divine right of EVERY human Being...that though the picture may look like a random collection of dots up close (because we're INSIDE the picture), step away from it, and the Bigger Picture re'veil's itself. And from that God's 'I' point of You, we'll see that everything & everyone is connected.

Through my tears, I saw a pair of liquid wings emerge from my shoulder blades...feathers rising from my spine. And I remembered my Angelic Sky-Lift dream. I fondly recalled all those recent days posing in front of my webcam wearing nothing but wings. It all began to make sense...

I felt Love of the purest kind envelop me. I felt Light of the most radiant kind bathe me in its glow. And I sobbed in utter humility - thanking the heavens for this most ONEdrous gift, thanking the Angels for loving me despite everything, grateful to them for always having unconditional faith in me even when my own faith in them may have wavered at times.

Gradually, I began to forget what I was crying about...and I just cried for the utter in-JOY-ment of it. They were not 'sad' tears. They were the best tears of all : Happy tears. I was just letting this uncontrollable, divine energy pass through me - cleansing me, healing me, restoring me. It was smashing down every last closed door I had within me - using Love as the Master Key. And into The Light...I flew.

By the end of it all, I landed in a heap on my floor - completely exhausted. I couldn't move for several minutes. I finally dragged myself to bed and laid there for hours - trying to process and comprehend everything that had just happened.

The next day, I was still totally exhausted and stayed in bed all day...flitting in and out of consciousness...dreaming of flying.

Everywhere I look, there seems to be a sign.

Late April : I finally finish the book I've been reading on & off for months ('Contact' by Carl Sagan), and it finishes with this:

"He dreamed, and behold a ladder set up on the earth, and the top of it reached to heaven: and behold the angels of God ascending and descending on it...This is none other but the House of God, and this is the gate of Heaven."
~ GENESIS 28:12

Of all the days to finish that book, I finally do the day after I finish writing 'Unfurl'. I'm again GODsmacked - this time at the similarity between Jacob's dream and one I had myself many years ago:

"The Angelic Sky-Lift"

I often have dreams of 'aiding Souls into The Light'. One particular dream I had around the time of '9-11' had me making my way through a skyscraper - trying to find my way to the top of the building. There were confused people all around me screaming and crying. It could have all disoriented & frightened me but I just KNEW I had a mission to carry out - I knew I had to get to that top floor. Chaos ensued all around me, walls were crumbling, people crying for help... I finally got to the top floor and made my way to the roof. What I saw next took my breath away. Descending from the sky was a line of winged beings flying down to the rooftop. The scene looked like a ski-lift. They'd come down, land, embrace a lost soul, then fly back up into the heavens carrying that bewildered human in their arms. It was like a continuous line of Angels. I walked around not too sure what I was doing there. I knew I wasn't one of those 'lost souls', that I wasn't supposed to be air-lifted into the heavens. One of the winged coordinators came up to me and told me to 'unfurl'. This confused me. I asked him/her what they meant. They told me to look around and to 'feel'. What did I feel as I looked around me at all the pain? I replied, 'Compassion, Hope, Love...'

At that moment, I felt a tingling in my back and shoulder blades. And then IT happened.

A pair of wings began to 'unfurl' from my back - nowhere near as huge or as grand or as impressive as my Angelic brethren, but wings nonetheless. The winged being told me that I was ready now and to start 'transporting'. I went to the pick-up point and put my hand on a young woman's shoulder. She looked up at me with the most imploring eyes - with the most heart-wrenching expression I'd ever seen. I told her, "I'm here to help". And she stood up and hugged me, sobbing all the while. Whilst I was holding & consoling her, I felt a 'pull' upwards. And I began floating off the rooftop into the sky - still holding her. I joined the long line of winged beings flying up through a burst of sunshine which had escaped the dark clouds. I looked down and saw destruction, pain, hurt, confusion, chaos & utter hopelessness. Then I looked up and saw the brightest, most loving Light I'd ever seen. And I heard music...sweet, soothing, moving, heart-healing music. And the scent was like that of Gardenias...

And then I woke up.

I'll never, ever forget that 'dream'...

Just like stepping back from the picture, we realize that all the dots...that everything and everyONE...is connected.

So yeah, I realize that all of this may not mean much to some. But I feel in the telling of it all, it makes me feel even closer to you all. Synchronicities are a very personal & subjective thing - only meaningful to the one experiencing it...but seeing as we're all intrinsically woven into the grand tapestry somehow, well, I felt Now is the right time to share, to 'come out'...to unfurl.

And as it has all knocked me for a six, I wanted to explain what's been going on with me these past two months. Seems these massive 'releases' are reaching epidemic, global proportions - not just for us, but for many around the world.

The ability to manifest seems to be increasing; synchronicities happening left, right and center; heavenly signs appearing everywhere; connected through apparently random events occurring simultaneously more often with more regularity; etc., etc., etc.

I've been in a constant state of WOW lately...ONEdering how on earth each coincidence can be topped - yet sure enough, each one is trumped by an even bigger and more profound one. It's been a little overwhelming at times but oh so rewarding!

"The great Light of Truth burns away everything that It is not..."

Blessed Be ONE'in'All,
Another Point of You : ॐ

"And it was said unto me gently,
insistent yet lovingly...
Unfurl dear one,
Unfurl."

Aumakhua's Bliss

"Aumakhua's Bliss"

'Tis 3000 BC in an ancient land called Khemu-Amenti.
In a triangle of brotherhood they stood - Ba, Ka and Aumakhua.
Bound together by blood but ultimately united by sheer divine destiny,
This story is set amongst the Great Giza Pyramids of thy future's history.

Read. Listen. Feel.
Open your eternal...internal seal.

...And Ba laid there upon the straw mat, shuddering in orgasmic pleasure,
his twenty-one year old frame stripped of its most beloved treasure.
The intoxicating scent of masculinity hung heavy in the air,
while the gentle coarse hands of an older man grasped firmly, his raven hair.

The gigantic serpent grew and withdrew, into Ba's mind and out of his body.
As blood flooded his inner thighs, one tear fell from an open eye.
He dared not look back, for fear he might like what he'd see,
Instead he looked forward, to a world of pretend and fantasy.

Ba had found his Bliss...
in the form of a forbidden kiss.

'Twas on the River Nile where Ka received his first vision.
Perplexed at the thought that it may be a memory, or perhaps a premonition.
In deep meditation, he saw in his mind's eye - a land of chrome, steel and glass.
A glimpse of his future? Or a scene from your past?

Sunset orange bathed his heart with light, for he knew he would someday write,
on the pm side of midnight.
His higher destiny pursued him with a fervour he had never known.
His vibrational frequency rose, resulting in the enlightenment of his soul.

The 'I' of Ka. The Eye of Horus.
Within the eye of the hurricane stood the alien goddess.

The elements four danced in cosmic unison.
Knowledge ~ Initiation. Sorrow ~ illusion.

Ka had found his Bliss...
in the understanding of All-That-Is.

Aumakhua is the incarnated You.
It is every thing you've done and will ultimately do.
It's the day you wept for the Universe,
It's the night you saw your inner light.
It's the lifetime you experienced pure love,
It's the instant you rediscovered your sight.

Aumakhua kissed your tears as you laid bleeding in denial.
He healed your future fears as you were meditating on the Nile.
His tourist is your soul, Your evolution be His goal.
Infinitesimal to Infinity. From Stardom to Divinity...

Aumakhua finds his Bliss...
in your knowing that You are His.

~~~

A 'peace', five thousand years in the making ~
Written : 3000 B.C - 2000 A.D.
By : Another Point of You ~ OM...

'Ankh em Ma-at'

*"Ankh em Ma'at" refers to the interconnected wholeness of the field of life, and how the many parts emanating that field co-created everything that would ever manifest on that life-field. Therefore, by living life lightly, life itself, the living field all life emanated, would be simultaneously 'en-LIGHT-ened'.

ps(st) ~ To Add...In Egyptian terminology, the Immanent aspect of the Higher Self was known as the Aumakhua or the Khua or simply the Khu. Other modern terms include: The superconscious mind, the Oversoul, the parental Spirit, the Immortal Spirit, the Shining One, the Master Within, the Christ Within, the Energy Parent, the Celestial Soul. This is the level that we work with and connect with while activating the Merkaba. The Ka in Egyptian terminology relates to the etheric twin or the etheric double or what we call the etheric body. Ba in Egyptian terminology relates to the emotional part of the soul, what we might loosely term the emotional body today, or what some have termed a lower aspect of the Celestial Soul.

The principle function of every initiate is to perfect the spiritual temple, which means to raise the energies of the physical body to amalgamate with the Higher Soul Self through worthy lives on earth to complete the round of incarnations, so that “one no more has to go out” as scripture describes it. The Higher Self overshadows the personality; its form is an intangible human shape of luminous radiance.

The Aumakhua, the Higher Soul Self is dual in its nature and is composed of both positive and negative aspects or merged male and female aspects; it is an asexual being. The Higher Self and the incarnated soul personality are two parts of the one whole being that are separated only for the duration of the human incarnation. The Higher Self projects a part of itself with its attending reincarnating facets into the subtle human body, for learning purposes and to balance karma. Returning after death to the astral and then on to more subtle planes of existence, the soul gradually becomes refined enough by dropping the personality to reunite with its deeper parts, which have absorbed, as an essence, the experience of the recent incarnation. Both so called good and evil are absorbed into the three permanent atoms which are projected with each incarnation, until an incarnation comes along that is so light and pure, that the Higher Self absorbs the entire soul essence into its Light at the moment of death, thus absolving the need to ever reincarnate again.

Finis De La Crucifer (2009 Remix)

"Finis De La Crucifer"

To begin with, I shall commence...
with, 'Once upon no-time',
A fairy's tale, humanity's truth,
A rhyme I must divine.
Fear not, I appeal to the Soul within thee,
with permission to bypass the personality.
To live the Now, to understand how,
I offer thou, thine Our-story.

With Adam equalling Intellect,
and Eve - Intuition,
I wish to throw a purer light,
on the story of Creation.
A story of self-empowerment,
NOT evil, fear and judgement.
Of following through our Destiny,
Of fulfilling the original Covenant.

We shall now cross live to a garden called Eden,
where 'a' is for apple - a wisdom forbidden.
Lucifer's serpent (the tail end of God)
is telling our Eve to partake of the fruit:
"Your eyes will be opened, you will be as God,
knowing good and evil - aware and astute.
Here be a choice, your free will, my gift.
To accept will effect an illusory rift,
between you and I, myself and our maker.
Don't succumb to the veils, or be judge and hater.
I shall represent Darkness, by defining the Light.
I'll answer your prayers in the cold of night.
By my very existence, your quest to evolve,
to choose right or wrong, will be yours to make.
I am not to be feared, nor also revered.
I seek to be loved...for Heaven's sake."

Intuition took a chance behind Intellect's back,
despite the impending wrath of the Church's attack.
The two left the Garden, hand in hand,
Head over heels - Eve, and her man.
For Humanity she did what she 'knew' to do.
A deal with the devil - their intentions true.
Heaven's Below.
Heaven's Above.
Every Thing is...An expression of Love.

Write yourself in, 'tis not too late.
Eternity rides on this one decade.
Captain your Soul, rewrite your fate.
Ascend the world with your own crusade.

From Genesis to Revelation,
Open the Veil to realisation.
Free your Self from all delusion,
By transcending all illusion.

Oh my Goddess contained within,
Glittering YOUniverse expressed without.
There is no bigger bang,
Than loving All That...I AM.

On the Eve of yOUR ascent,
I shall meet you at the door,
Where I hereby, wholly crucify...
My Lucifer no more.

Written by : Omnitheus Oneironaut.

~~~

Namaste. This 'peace' was born out of my intention to cease condemning (read : crucifying) all that I considered (read : programmed to believe) was seemingly 'evil' in my Self (and by reflected extension - the YOUniverse).

By embracing ALL polarities, an alchemical transmutation takes place. Duality transcended; Unconditional Love experienced. No aspect left disowned or unturned. There is no place left to go for the darkest recesses of your being but to become transposed into a higher octave once you shine the light of your forgiveness & love there. Understanding & Compassion can elevate the darkest world into a higher expression of its self. Through Love : We'll-Come to a Higher Orbit.

On a personal scale, the same applies. Denial, avoidance, condemnation, judgement - all only go to make one's shadow more defined...give more form to it. The moment you can look your shadow in the 'I', take its hand, and genuinely say...'I Love You' ~ in essence, you are proclaiming to all of Life that you are in love with 'All That I AM'.

The greatest gift any shadow can bestow upon you is their ability to 'bring the Light' by defining the Light, by giving it definition. In the old world of Duality, we required this comparison. In the new world of YOUnified ONEness however, we've outgrown this. All perceived 'evils'...no longer excluded but included, embraced, owned and thus healed (once you see through the 'veil', you see through all 'evil' ~ one being an anagram of the other). The external macrocosmic archetype of 'Lucifer' (or Satan) is merely a collective symbol, a projected reflection of our own internal microcosmic shadow - a grave misunderstanding of global proportions.

Once we cease crucifying our own demons, our beautiful planet Earth will cease operating in Duality, thus transposing herself into a higher expression; a higher orbit ~ an ascended vibration of YOUnified YOUniversALL ONEness.

"There is no bigger bang,
There is no brighter star.
There is no greater love,
Than being All That You Are..."

Blessed Be,
Another Point of You : OM...
July the 7th 2009.

Your Presence : My Gift

'angel' : n.
1. divine messenger
2. guiding spirit
3. person with the qualities of such a spirit, as gentleness, purity etc.

"Your Presence : My Gift"

The universal winds cupped me in her hands
the day you made your presence known to me
The rustic leaves of Autumn took the place of my own footsteps
Physically, you were not behind me
Yet it was enough for me to see

That you were there to hold my hand
That you were there to guide this man
The feather of white which was on my behalf
was placed upon my hazy path

I feel your energy as I write these words
Your wings of love embracing my soul
My room, my world grows clear & bright
Are you here to take me home?

Blessed was I to receive the gift...
of communication with one of you
As fleeting as the meeting was
It left its indelible mark
on my raised & grateful consciousness
a sign to save me from impending hopelessness

You expressed your concern for my physical well-being
Though it took for me to turn away
to know I was believing

If I closed my eyes
and opened my ears
I could hear the screams
of dying cells

Through your few chosen words
you lifted me up
You lit my path before I fell

I acknowledge you
I love you
I have faith that I will grow

Please have trust
Believe in me now
Before you turn away and go...

Written : June 18, 1999
By Another Point of You : OM...

Promise & Serendipity

~~~

"Promise & Serendipity"

I send out Love and Light, to the Angel of my Aims
Promise, Take me high, Free me of my chains.
Return me to this land, I so much want to raise
Return me to the people, to free them from the maze.

Give me this chance - a circumstance
To prove to you what I can do
And you will see that I can be
An Angel to you as you are to me

I Send out Love and Light, to the Angel on my Path
Who leaves happy, little accidents - Discovered by my heart.
Thank you Serendipity for guiding me so clearly
For all the synchronicities, for abiding by me dearly.

Give me this dance - a magick chance
To prove to you what I can do
And you will see that I can be
An Angel to you as you are to me

I ask for Acceleration, Protection and Ascension
I ask to rise above the constraints of this dimension
I vow I shall return - a twinkle in the sky
Back home upon the Earth - A Star that never died...

~~~

This Present Unwanted

Prickles overgrown, overtaking, taking hold
Skin aflame, overbearing, this pain...
Left in wonder, in the dark of cold
Body revolting with a spreading stain

15-minute friends
All smiling from magazines
Lifelong dreams replaced
by something I cannot see

Idol sold out
Exploded reality
Illusions so smirking
Another fatality?

*Can I order the joy sans the sorrow?
Can I have today what I imagine tomorrow?
Can I choose ~ my own addictions?
Can I change ~ unwanted reflections?

This is not what I had planned
a decade ago staring up at the stars
An alternate preview previously had
promised the world, to take me far

Prickles multiplying, subtracting ambition
Adding to fears & doubts in my mind
All of me acting in division
Spelling defeat in record time

Over and out?
Untimely catastrophe?
A close awakening or
Another fatality?

(Repeat *)

I tear away behind the veils
Clawing and peeling away at the walls
Frantically searching for the spirit within
or releasing demons from bleeding halls?

Pretending to be everybody's muse
Passing off all these borrowed words
as something akin to wisdom & truth
when I'm drowning within a flooded world

Let hurting out
Please help me honesty
Free-falling to just
Another fatality?

(Repeat *)

Emotions nil. The lowest ebb.
No tears escape these sleeping eyes
Seeking to smash, through to beyond
To catch a glimpse of a greater I.

Back In Five Lifetimes

"Back In Five Lifetimes"

It took twenty years and six to pass before I realized I was aimfully walking around a huge storehouse of lost and found antiquities.
At thirteen, I lost my innocence.
At nineteen, I found love - an overwhelming delight in another person which I understand now was only a reflection of what I suddenly remembered in myself.
Whilst still a baby, I lost a father, but in my early twenties, I resurrected timeless memories in the safe, secure arms of a Capricorn lover.
There have been times when I've lost my mind.
There have been times when I've found my heart.
There have been days where I've lost the time.
And there have been nights where I've found a sign...
Falling...Calling...Dissecting an upside-down sky.
What may take five seconds actually is five light years to our mortal, miniscule eyes.
Without question, Immortality resides in the soul.
Without answers and fences - no nonsense responses.
Like light being lost in a liquified hole,
A body's just joints which reacts and reflexes.
If you're unsure and uncertain, on the door of your store,
In gold, bold italics, you will find a sign.
Don't be confused, be slightly bemused,
for it will simply state,
'Sorry, Back In Five Lifetimes'

~~~

The Wizard.

Wizard of old, Magician of wonder,
Alchemist of the mind, thought and thunder.
I call upon thee - to release me free,
As above, so below, beside and under.

I remember and recite your ancient incantations,
and re-experience the gorgeous glow of your sunset before the night.

You are not forgotten, oh Keeper of such wisdom,
Father of faith and Caller of Light.

Thank you little wizard residing in my soul,
for my soul bereft of you...
would be a life without a goal.

~~~

The Philosopher.

I forget not the Philosopher,
lonely and dedicated,
to his studies of the mighty female psyche.
Free of intimacy, I honour him delicately,
for his willpower, celibacy and unfailing integrity.

What was his mission, what fuelled his drive,
apart from the need to understand his goddess half?
What did he learn, for why did he strive,
Yearning for compassion in a broken heart?

Calm curiosity by cool candle light,
Searching for meaning behind madam moonlight.

I thank the philosopher deep in my soul,
for my soul bereft of you,
would be a life without a goal.

~~~

The Soldier.

For my fighting spirit, I remember you blind soldier,
obeying orders from an unseen source.
The pain, the cries, the blood, the tears...
You gave up your life for a nation's cause.

Embroiled in a karma much greater than your own,
Did you not feel like a toy-piece on a big plastic battlefield?
I unwillingly witnessed death first hand by your own,
Will the nightmares someday stop when the scars have all but healed?

Put away your sword, Monsieur
Cast away your shame
I can only feel forgiveness
When you can do the same.

Thank you solemn soldier, so alive within my soul,
for my soul bereft of you,
would be a life without a goal.

~~~

The Island Boy.

Somewhere in my specific, an island boy sits
A boy, and a tree, exchanging thoughts and dreams.
Somewhere in the Pacific, an island boy lived
A life so free...Unaffected was he.

Sister present. Twin of past.
Sunlight dances under lids of peace.
Catching universes in floating dust,
Waves of wonder would never cease...
to amaze him, to embrace him,
to overwhelmingly feel and love him.

Jump precious island boy, playing in the surf
of my multi-dimensional, humble soul.
I thank you for that life,
for the hug after the hurt,
for my soul bereft of you,
would be a life without a goal.

~~~

The Soprano's Daughter.

Doe-eyed was she - the Soprano's daughter
A Ray of delight in the eyes of her father
Me, a soul, she lived through herself
Far, was the distance of an uncaring mother
So, I remember her hair on my skin
La, we would sing at the touch of her lover
Tea, one night, her father was gone
Doe-eyed and teary, 'Twas the end of her song

Thank you little daddy's girl, humming in my soul,
for my soul bereft of you,
would be a life without a goal.

~~~

It took seven days to pass before I found myself once again in my huge storehouse of lost and found antiquities.
What invaluable qualities I lost in the soldier, I have now found in the universally, intense spilling of tears,
over all forms of prejudice, injustice and hate,
confusion and chaos, evil and fear.
The love from a father which I lost in this life,
was found in the heart of a soprano's daughter,
and for every time I lost a lover, I found instant recognition
in the arms of another - in another time, in another place -
within the familiar eyes of a different face.

To know is to heal - To love is to heal
To feel is to know - To heal is to grow

As I rummage through the files of my previous lives,
I can't begin to tell you how much I've learnt.
The emotions I've experienced, the images seen,
Seven pages, seven nights, seven candles burnt.

This epic journey has fulfilled its purpose,
I have nothing more to share or give.
I walk to the door and push it open - for I almost forgot...
I HAVE THIS LIFE TO LIVE.

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Written : 2000 C.E.
By Another Point of You : Omnitheus Oneironaut.

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So, am I aware of ALL my INcarnations? Well not in this single, little entity anyway - I think my brain/body would burst with all that information. But I AM aware of hundreds, thousands...every day. I just look around at all the people that cross my path, that walk past me, that I see, that I smile to, talk to, and deal with...that I see on TV, in films and in magazines... And, there go I AM. There I AM (& YOU)...INcarnation. And they're just the ones I can see! Imagine an infinite YOUniverse I AM!

As for the actual idea of reincarnation - It's a concept that's just way too linear for me, for I Be/Live: I AM everyONE that ever has, is, and will ever live on this, and every other planet in the multiverse. I AM all these beings Right Now. I AM not existing 'linearly', but simultaneously.

I AM not 'reincarnating', I AM merely INcarnation - everywhere, in every time, Right Now.

I know that's incredibly all-embracing, infinite, 'eternalistic' and far-reaching...

...but then so too, is The ONE Being...many; The YOUniversALL Spirit within everyONE...

There is no separation...even across timelines or lifetimes (there only SEEMS to be - if that be your choice).

I know all this (almost) directly opposes & contradicts my poem above - and I'll admit, this was a belief (crutch) I held onto faithfully and passionately and with deep reverence for a long time. Then at one point, once I real-eyes-ed I AM ONE with All, this particular belief system just got blown out of the water. I couldn't accept it anymore. It just appeared too 'structured', too limiting and too linear to me. It became too 'small'...

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BERESTHIT : The first word of The Torah (Book One of The Bible) is 'Beresthit' - which can be translated as either:

*"In The Beginning God created Heaven and Earth"

or,

*"In His/Her Head, God created Heaven and Earth"

...which just begs the question,

"Are we all a figment of our own ONE imagination?"

Meditating upon it, literally shocked the 'hell' out of me!

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Too Add - I wish to eLUCIDate.

In the past I've often wondered if the past-lives I've recalled are in fact my own or if I was merely 'plugging-into' the collective Akashic memory banks.

Personally, I believe BOTH to be the case.

The several past/simultaneous/future lives or incarnations I have recalled...I believe I have, because in one way or another...those incarnations were 'resonant' with the circumstances of my current incarnation's attention. They are 'mine' but not really mine 'exclusively'. For I AM 'sharing' them with All-That-I-AM.

And the wealth of incarnations is truly infinite. Yes, those recalled lives were 'mine' as much as they are everyone else's - for WE are all ONE. So yes, in a sense, I'm tapping into the Global Soul's memory (The Akashic Records)...but am I not an aspect of the Global Soul, the Cosmic Soul, the YOUniversALL Soul? - a holographic 'offshoot' or water drop of the Whole Ocean as well as being the Whole Ocean Itself?

I recall various incarnations because their particular 'lessons' or experiences are similar or beneficial to my present one's growth - and vice versa.

But really, I AM Buddha as well as Bush, Mother Teresa as well as Madonna, Jesus as well as Hitler. Let's not underestimate the full infinite & eternal grandeur and creativity of the Omni-One...that we are...I AM.

Why have many different people been hypnotically regressed to the life of Cleopatra?

Because All is ONE. Everyone is ONE.

If this present expression of The Omni-One for some reason feels the need to recall that particular Cleopatra expression of The Omni-One...for the benefit of some sort of soul-growth...then so shall it be, 'I' will.

A piece of a hologram contains information of and has access to, The Whole.

As does the most miniscule part of our DNA to the Body.

As a waterdrop is what it is, so too is it also the Whole Ocean unto itself...

So too is one person whom s/he is as well as being the Whole YOUniverse ItSelf all-so...

ONE in an infinity of fun ways : I AM.

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Like a fractal within a fractal; like a holographic part containing the whole; like our own DNA containing the blueprint for the entire body...so too within you, do you contain the vastness of Eternity & Infinity.

Within you lies the whole of the Akashic Records. Within you lies the great library of the YOUniverse. To 'access' anyone, go to that part within yourself where they reside - that inner reflection of the outer representation...for everyone 'out there' is merely a mirror-image (an outward projection) of an inner aspect of You.

"As Within, So Without."

To understand anybody...look deep inside yourself at that part of You they symbolise...

For, until you know YOU...you will never know the YOUniverse.

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Now please, stop me if you've heard this one before...

What goes around, Karma 'round?

We are trapped in maya (the realm of a thousand distractions) by our 'karma' - the universal laws of cause & effect. The goal of the spiritual journey is to achieve (or remember) 'moksha' - or liberation from karma. Karma has been likened to the gravity of Earth - keeping us 'down here' until we become 'Light' enough to be immune to its hold...(& with this statement, I will agree with...but)

Hindus believe we will continue to reincarnate until we have exhausted our karma and so become free of the cycle of birth & death. But here's the funny, little catch. To be free from karma is really a very simple act of realising one thing...That there is no karma! You perpetuate it by believing in it (as is the case with everything!).

The idea of personal karma accrued by personal good & bad actions is part of the illusion of being a separate self. Freedom from karma is simply to see that it never existed. YOU are your own obstruction. Karma is just the natural law that the past creates the future, an impersonal process of life with which we become entangled when we believe ourselves to be separate individuals.

An enlightened master has no personal karma, because s/he knows s/he is not an individual entity. S/he has awoken from the dream of 'maya' - the collective daydream. S/he sees with the One Eye - The 'I' AM. S/he becomes the One Self.

Life continues through the laws of cause & effect, but not because of him and not to him. He has his being beyond such things. He has become Pure Consciousness merely observing 'his' thoughts & actions - & not being sucked into over-identifying with them. You may not be able to change the world but you can always change how you view the world, and this is when, paradoxically, your world will change.

God is not a supreme being, nor a supreme state of being...God is supreme being-ness, simply being!

To awaken from The Dream...You must firstly see that All of it is ONE.

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Does one have to be 'bound' by the past?

What if one believes the past (and future) to be merely an illusion?

What if one believes that NOW is all there ever is, was, and ever will be? (Yet simultaneously understanding that everything in the 'Now' is also still an elaborate illusion?)

What if one can forgive themselves for any doubt, fear or guilt over something they may have done in this 'illusory' past?

When does 'karma' have to end?

...in the lifetime after this one, or within the next second?
...or Right Now?

'Who' will decide this?

Could it possibly be You?

Or, will it be a reflection of You?

Could You really be this grand, this powerful, this ONEdrous?

And do all the 'rights' have to cancel out all the 'wrongs' for karma to end?

What if one no longer believes in Duality?

...Only ONEness, Unconditional Love, Infinite Acceptance, The Eternal Now, & Total Beingness?
Could one ever do any harm against another if they understood We are all ONE (merely dreaming of being many)?

What if one knows that 'belief' merely causes one to BE...Live - to BE their belief, and to LIVE their belief?

What if, the entire world is ALREADY 'karmically' pure, and is playing out like a movie for You...waiting for You to simply forgive it, or, to Love it without condition, and accept it as You, as ONE - already perfect, pure, innocent, loving and infinitely compassionate & understanding?

Could YOU be the only one, or the last one left to BECOME Infinite Love?

...and the Grand Play of The World, this imagined 'Construct' around you is just for your benefit, playing along, with baited breath, and waiting...for You to make the conscious choice to BECOME the Unconditional Peace & Love you wish to see?

Could the last great 'test' of this world be up to You?

...for You to pass?

Could YOU be the ONE?

...that everyONE is waiting for?

Could being Karma-free really be so simple and easy?

Could it really be just ONE Choice away?

Only You can decide!

God, I Love You...

'The more I learn, the more I unlearn...'

yOUR Choice : I AM.

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"Here's a test to find whether your mission on Earth is finished ~ If you're alive, it isn't."
~ Richard Bach.

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Another Point of You : OM